Wednesday, June 15, 2011

major disappointment

well i got the call today.  the one that told me i didn't get the job that i really wanted (the one i the homeless shelter i wrote about here).  i'm totally bummed out.  she told me that i was a strong candidate, but that they were going with someone else.  she said she would keep my resume in case the other person doesn't work out.  is it totally wrong of me to wish that they don't work out???

my therapist would tell me not to get all down about this.  it is just one job that i didn't get it.  there is a reason it didn't work out and something better will come along.  well i have very few prospects at the moment so that's kinda hard to believe.  i really wanted this job. i felt so good about it.  i was already planning things to do.  stupid me!

on a some-what positive note, i have two job interviews on monday.  they are both for teaching jobs, which my heart isn't really into, but we will see.  i've gotta get something, so i've gotta try.  one is with a charter school.  the other is with a day care center that is opening in august.  i know the woman opening it.  i used to teach with her.  i'm glad she is giving me a chance for an interview.  it won't pay much, but it would be more than i'm making now and would be full time.

i'll keep you posted...

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