Showing posts with label wtf?; death; sad. Show all posts
Showing posts with label wtf?; death; sad. Show all posts

Sunday, July 3, 2011

wtf?

to many things happen in this world that shouldn't.  there is too much tragedy.  too many bad things.  some couples lose their babies.  the child should never go before the parents.  it's not the natural order of things.  but then, kids lose their parents.  i don't mean 50 or 60 year old kids.  i mean a 9 year old, 8 year old, and 6 year old.  i just got an email from the principal at alex's school.  the three children i just mentioned lost their parents in a car accident last night.  one of the kids is in alex's grade.  the email said the three children were in the hospital and that family and close friends were with them.  what did i do next?  i googled news in lubbock and found the article about the car accident.  the three children are in a hospital in lubbock near where the accident happened.  two of them are in critical condition.  the other is in serious condition.  so not only did these kids lose their parents way too early, but they are not in a favorable condition.  this is a good family.  the mom was very active at alex's school.  why the hell did this have to happen?  i know we may not get answers and supposedly g-d has a plan, but i just have to ask wtf is that plan???  why do terrible things to good people?  this is why i am not 100% sure there is a g-d because i don't think he/she would let things like this happen if he/she existed.  i'm sad and angry right now and just needed to get this out since i'm crying all alone at home.  i was on my way to bed, but don't know how i could sleep now.  i'm so tired of bad things happening to good people.  people that do everything right and by the book.  people that are model humans.  wtf is wrong with this world??