sunday randoms

way to think of a creative title there, huh?  just sitting here waiting for my sleep meds to kick in and i'm bored.  i'm feeling really anxious about starting the new job (officially) this week.  it's not even an official start tomorrow, and i feel SO nervous.  i basically did nothing all day.  i got a little laundry done and did some grocery shopping, but the rest of the day was spent laying on the couch.  i think my mind needed to be in a vegetative state.  i'm mostly anxious about teaching these kids, but i'm also anxious because we don't even know if we are going to be able to open on tuesday.  so since our official start date is still up in the air, i'm feeling extra nervous.  remember, i like to know what is going to happen.

next saturday, i have another date (#5) with M.  we're going to fogo de chao.  has anyone ever been there? i'm not that adventurous with food and just hope i can find something i like there.  i looked over the menu online and it seems pretty basic (steaks, salads, mashed potatoes--at least that is what i want to eat).  i need to figure out what to wear (i know, here we go again) because we are going to sherlock's after.  if you've been to this fogo de chao or know someone who has, please tell me how dressy it is.  i don't want to be under-dressed for the restaurant or too dressed up for the bar.

while we're on the topic of clothes--why do i worry so much about what i'm wearing.  he obviously likes me.  he's come right out and said he likes me.  so now it's time to show up in the messy ponytail and sweatpants--NOT!  i just want to continue to make a good impression, and since we are trying out this new place, i want to be dressed appropriately.

speaking of M, i'm trying to figure out if i should change my status on facebook to "in a relationship" because it appears that i am in one.  now when i say that, it may sound weird.  i'm not uncertain about him, just about the whole relationship thing.  i am way out of practice and scared to death of being hurt.  he just keeps saying and doing things that lead me to believe that this is more than just a few dates.  he said we're going to have many dates and many fun times.  anyway, i've been dying to change my status for months now.  i almost changed it to "it's complicated" just so it would be something other than "single".  the reasoning?  well it must be some complicated reason that i'm still single... ha ha ha!

i finally got some lesson plans written.  i had to redo my whole template because my schedule changed, and i couldn't stand having things out of order (major OCD).  i went to go to what used to be kinkos to make copies, but they closed at 6pm.  what ever happened to 24 hours? fed ex doesn't know what they are doing...