i only thought there was a solution...

i called my psychiatrist's office today to tell them i wasn't sleeping.  he doesn't like it when my sleeping is messed up.  i don't have an mental health coverage so it costs a lot to go see him.  i was trying to bypass that by making a phone call.  the woman who answered the phone said she would talk to the doctor. she called me around 5:30 asking for my pharmacy number.  i thought this was going to help me tonite, but i was wrong.  when i got to walgreen's to pick up the prescription they asked me if i had insurance.  i told them yes.  they said it didn't go through on the insurance.  i asked what it was.  they said trazadone.  i was like, wtf?  he (the doctor) knows i can't take that because it gives me very vivid nightmares.  so, i didn't pick up the prescription.  i told them to keep it.  i took my xanax tonite and hopefully i'll sleep.  i have not had an uninterrupted night of sleep since i was on the boat.  maybe i need to live on a cruise ship so i can get some decent sleep...