i'm pathetic

so today my email account was hacked into and a link was sent out to everyone in my contacts. i hate that this happened and i feel bad. i hope no one clicked on the link. i have since changed my password and i'm hoping that there are no more problems.

anyway... on to my post. i'm embarrassed to write this, but decided to do it because it has been on my mind ALL afternoon.

i got an email from brett today. my heart started pounding when i opened my inbox and saw a new email from him. i couldn't believe it. what did he have to say? and it was weird because i had just written all that shit about him on my blog last nite and then proceeded to dream about him. so i was very curious to see what it was all about. i clicked on it.

here is what it said:

Your email has been hijacked.


yep. he's the one who let me know there was something wrong with my email account. i stared at if for a while. went and changed my password and then stared at it some more.

i decided to reply (yes i did!).

here is what i said:

Thank you for letting me know. I changed my password. I hope that works. Sorry!

the really bad part? i waited all afternoon to get some sort of response. i wanted him to say something back. i craved the communication/attention from him. but, it never came...

thus, making me just about the most pathetic person on the planet!