i didn't do sunday randoms because i wrote a blog almost every day last week. i decided that there are some things i want to bitch about. since it's my blog, i'll go ahead and do that...
* i am SO tired of houston drivers. i feel like i'm the only one who knows how to drive. then again, maybe i'm the problem...
* went to the doctor today for a follow-up for the thing under my arm. it is better, and he said it looked good (two things i already knew). i asked him what he thinks caused it so i can stop it from ever happening again. he had no clue and said we would never know. that sucks because i never want to have that problem again.
* change can be good, but when you're changing things daily it is upsetting. i need some consistency and stability. i understand i have to be flexible--that is a huge part of what i do. but planning and knowing what will happen next is also important. ugg!
* everything is this world is too expensive!
* why is it that the days and weeks seem to drag, but when you turn around it is already time for the fall holidays? on the flip side, why do somethings feel like they have been going on longer than they have. you stop and calculate the months and it's nothing compared to what it felt like.
* i hate when i feel ignored. it's the worst feeling for me. i like to be validated for what i am thinking/feeling/sharing. can't just brush that stuff under the rug and hope it will disappear.
* saying that you will exercise and watch what you eat is easier than doing it. the motivation is there, but the will power isn't. wtf?
* it would be nice if someone else could fix everything for me. if someone could just tell me what i need to do. i'm tired of trying to figure this out. i know only i can make things better, but i've been trying to figure out for over a year what to do, and i've got nothing.
ok, enough bitching for one day. tomorrow is a new day, and hopefully a better one!
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