so i want to be the bigger person. i want to just let it go. he probably thinks i have. he probably doesn't realize that i still think about it and wonder why it all ended. it's so stupid of me to waste my time and energy, but i can't help it. it was 4 months of my life, 4 months!
so, here is the email i would love to send (if i wasn't being the bigger person).
Dear Gary,
It's not the fact that you no longer want to see me that hurts, but the fact that you didn't have the balls to tell me. It was a fucked up thing to do, and I expected more from you.
Kimberly
see--real simple and straight to the point. i wonder what he would say. i guess i'll never know because i'm not gonna be "that girl". yeah, i'd feel better if i sent the email, but a response or even no response at all, could be devastating. it's better to just let it go. it's just difficult. i wasn't even in love with him. sure, i liked him a lot, but it stopped there. it's just the principle of the whole thing---the disappearing act and not having courtesy to say something. i know i said in my last post that i'm less pissed off (and i am), but obviously, i'm having a hard time "getting over" this.
men suck!
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