not really sure what is keeping me up tonite. maybe it is loneliness. i am kinda missing that guy i mentioned in my last post. he is out of town on business. i haven't seen him since halloween. since then i have been very unsure about where things are going for us. don't worry---i'm not gonna ask. trying not to do the "typical girl stuff that scares guys away." it would be nice if he took me out somewhere. hell, at this point (2:19 AM Sunday morning) it would be nice to hear from him. he was very sweet this last week after my surgery. kept texting to check on me--see how my mouth was feeling. he was also very busy with work, which i wasn't very patient about. hopefully this coming week will be better.
speaking of my surgery---it went well. i had a very painful week, but it's feeling a lot better now. the doctor says that everything looks good in there, which is a relief. it was my last scheduled surgery, and I really don't want to go through anymore.
i wrote about 1,800 words for NaNoWriMo and got stuck. Don't know where to go next in my story and haven't even attempted to do anymore. The month isn't over and maybe i'll get some inspiration, but i feel bad that i failed within the first week. sucks!
work at all 3 of my jobs is going well. tuesdays are hard days. sometimes i work all 3 jobs in one day and it wears me out. other than that, my schedule is pretty manageable.
i feel like i should write more, but i'm at a loss for words. my sleeping hasn't been all that great lately and tonite is no different. hopefully it all improves soon. doesn't make it easy to function...
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