well i've been going through some physical changes lately. not just the weight loss (which has been 21 lbs over the past several months and i'm hoping for more), but i've got a new smile and hair cut! my new smile, thanks to my grandparents and dentist, includes some white teeth on top (no more yellow stains from year ago). my new cut is very short, but i like it. in the picture i will post it is straight, but today i wore it curly and it was just as cute. it feels so light now that it is short and i really like it. on a personal note, it felt really good to take care of myself and do something that made me feel good. i really like to smile now and i feel more confident since i've colored and cut my hair. it's all about feeling good, right??? here is my new look:
on another note, i had some disturbing dreams last night. i dreamed i was pregnant--just a week away from giving birth. i could feel the baby moving and i let alex put his hand on my tummy. this dream made me sad. i also dreamed that brett came back and we started dating again. it was a nice dream until he ended up leaving me in the end for the girl who is currently his girlfriend (in real life--not the dream). i have had this dream several times lately, and it always ends the same--with him going back to her. it sucks! it's just a bad reminder that he's with someone else now. i wish i didn't think about it so much (esp. in my dreams). i woke up feeling unsettled from these dreams---esp. since they seemed so real. when will this get easier?
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