Sunday, December 21, 2014

long time, no post

do i still have readers out there?  i've been absent from blog land for a while.  i'm not even sure why.  i wish i can tell you.  esp. since i consider my blog my therapy, and i really need some therapy right now.

i'm going to keep this short.  there is a lot going on with me.  mostly internal struggles.  of course there are financial struggles as well.  never ending battle there.

i am organizing some thoughts for several future blog posts.  i want to write about ferguson (as in missouri), life being too short, selling out and making changes, and what i'm going to do with the rest of my life.  i have a HUGE idea for a nonprofit i want to start and am hoping that 2015 will be a year of research and a chance to make it happen.

i realized the other night that i need to take control of my life and make things happen.  i've realized this before, but this time i realized there is an urgency.  i don't know when my last day on earth will be and i don't want to die and be remembered of the depressed, bipolar girl, who didn't do what she wanted in life.  i guess what i'm saying is, i am ready to fight again.

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