merry christmas to my readers who celebrate!
today is just like any other day for me. it was also my first day off from either job since december 16th. i put in a couple of extra days at the store to help out and make some extra money.
i slept a lot today. i also moped around a bit. i felt lonely. i think it's because most of the people i know are celebrating with family and friends, and i'm sitting here. i was wondering why i didn't feel this way last year. then i remembered i was on a cruise with M last year. now, that didn't make me long for M. i totally happy with the way things are. it did make me wish i was on a Caribbean island or just some where other than this bedroom.
i did get some things done today. i did all my laundry. i reorganized my writing calendar and set some new goals. i started reading a book called the secret that was assigned to me by two of my managers at the store. i caught up on my dvr. i searched for jobs online and applied for a couple that i found that sounded interesting. the first thing i need to do in 2013 is get a new (full time) job.
J and i are going to see each other thursday. i think we're just gonna have dinner. i'm excited. it's nice to have something wonderful to look forward to. he's really a good guy. i know i said that in my last post, but he is. i'm happy. it feels right. i'm trying not to get all caught up in the moment of the romance like i did with M, but this feels different. i don't feel like i'm being romanced. i feel like he's being himself and i'm being myself and we're meshing well together. there's a connection there. does that make sense?
keep an eye out for my new year's resolutions. i've got my list done and i'm just waiting until the 31st to post it! :)
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